A broken doll
A twisted toy
Unknown answers
Unasked questions
A hurt heart
A wounded soul
Unspoken words
Endless pain
Uncertain touches
Uncertain lies
The possible truths to distancing hearts
An unknown future
A fortold heartbreak riddles why on sleepless nights
Tears shed by a scared mind broken by the uncertainty of a possible lie or a truth
Bittersweet curiosities
The stab of betrayal
One question lingers with the final breath "why?"
friendship To Burn
State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine you won't mind if I say
By the way...
I hate that stupid old piece of crap
You never let me drive
You're a redneck Rent-a-cop
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me write you off
From all your stupid lies
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another friendship to burn!
There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From telling truths to all of your best friends
And if you come aro
Taylor Swift mix
He said the way my blue eyes shine put those Georgia stars to shame that night, I said thats a lie. I hope you think of my favorite song, and think in happiness on my little black dress.
September saw a month of tears and me thanking god you werent there to see me like that.
Ill state the obvious, i didnt get my perfect fantasy, and as far as im concerned your another picture to burn.
I dont know whats down my life road, im just walking
I'll be strong and be wrong, life will go on for this girl trying to find her place in this world.
Maybe im just a girl on a mission, but life goes on
I start a fight cuz i need to feel
What would you choose?
A wise fool once said the way to a heart is by being yourself.
A stupid man once said you live then you die.
A brilliant woman once said live life to the fullest and never regret anything you do, be the best you, that you can be, that is all that matters.
When you look at these which would you follow and why would you follow the one you chose?
I would choose none of the above, they all have flaws.
You cant win a heart by always being yourself
You cant expect to live and just die
You cant not regret what you do, life will always have something to regret, and sometimes just being yourself isnt enough.
Follow your
Life Cycle
The day we come into this world and take your first breath, we begin our long road in life.
As we grow, we have troubles that could make or break us, But push on and don't let it get you down.
You will have heartbreak and happiness, Death and sadness.
Don't let it tear you down, mourn and move on.
As your life goes on you will find the one who makes life feel worth living, there will be fights and tears, but you will pull through and maybe raise a little one in life, and the cycle begins again.
Erase
Erase the bad and see the good
Erase my face and see me
Erase the happiness and see the sorrow
Look behind my eyes and see my tears held back by my pride
Ignore my mask and break the barrier Ive built around my heart
Tear me down and help me rebuild into a better person
Erase the love and hate me for who ill always be
Erase your stress, by simply erasing me
Slowly learn to heal and live after the death of me.
I leave you in your solitude, peace and comfort, and slowly erase myself forever in your eyes.
Cheshire
Needles pull thread
Milk in cereal
Pencils with erasers
Death with dishonor
The yin to a yang, hate with the sorrow, her words wound and slice the soul, your heart shattered to pieces
Her lies ring with hints of truths buried deep within her lies and slander.
The words i Love you begin to mean nothing as she slices at your heart over and over.
Walk away while you still have some pride
Walk away while you can still stand
Walk away while you can still see straight
Her lies have twisted your heart and damaged your soul.
Love seems like a punishment instead of a wonderful feeling
Hate consumes a once gentle and wonder filled
Carrying On
When the one you have placed your heart with hands it back to you, what do you do?
The one you saw yourself growing old with, what happens when that plan changes?
Smiling through tears when all you really want is to die, How do you keep on living?
The answer to these questions is not equal to a simple response.
The heart is a complex matter, life is never easy, but somehow and someway you can make it through.
Broken
Darkness has set upon a bloody tear stained face.
A girl stands alone staring into the rain outside her window.
The love she once knew was driving away into the night.
The cheating and scheming had finally taken its toll on her stitched and stolen heart.
His cheating and abuse a stab in her chest.
Death is the final answer that runs through her head, as she clasps the crystal handled dagger to her breast, pressing the dagger into her chest the words " I loved you from then until eternity" fell from her lips as she hit the floor.
A broken doll
A twisted toy
Unknown answers
Unasked questions
A hurt heart
A wounded soul
Unspoken words
Endless pain
Uncertain touches
Uncertain lies
The possible truths to distancing hearts
An unknown future
A fortold heartbreak riddles why on sleepless nights
Tears shed by a scared mind broken by the uncertainty of a possible lie or a truth
Bittersweet curiosities
The stab of betrayal
One question lingers with the final breath "why?"
friendship To Burn
State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine you won't mind if I say
By the way...
I hate that stupid old piece of crap
You never let me drive
You're a redneck Rent-a-cop
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me write you off
From all your stupid lies
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another friendship to burn!
There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From telling truths to all of your best friends
And if you come aro
Taylor Swift mix
He said the way my blue eyes shine put those Georgia stars to shame that night, I said thats a lie. I hope you think of my favorite song, and think in happiness on my little black dress.
September saw a month of tears and me thanking god you werent there to see me like that.
Ill state the obvious, i didnt get my perfect fantasy, and as far as im concerned your another picture to burn.
I dont know whats down my life road, im just walking
I'll be strong and be wrong, life will go on for this girl trying to find her place in this world.
Maybe im just a girl on a mission, but life goes on
I start a fight cuz i need to feel
What would you choose?
A wise fool once said the way to a heart is by being yourself.
A stupid man once said you live then you die.
A brilliant woman once said live life to the fullest and never regret anything you do, be the best you, that you can be, that is all that matters.
When you look at these which would you follow and why would you follow the one you chose?
I would choose none of the above, they all have flaws.
You cant win a heart by always being yourself
You cant expect to live and just die
You cant not regret what you do, life will always have something to regret, and sometimes just being yourself isnt enough.
Follow your
Life Cycle
The day we come into this world and take your first breath, we begin our long road in life.
As we grow, we have troubles that could make or break us, But push on and don't let it get you down.
You will have heartbreak and happiness, Death and sadness.
Don't let it tear you down, mourn and move on.
As your life goes on you will find the one who makes life feel worth living, there will be fights and tears, but you will pull through and maybe raise a little one in life, and the cycle begins again.
Erase
Erase the bad and see the good
Erase my face and see me
Erase the happiness and see the sorrow
Look behind my eyes and see my tears held back by my pride
Ignore my mask and break the barrier Ive built around my heart
Tear me down and help me rebuild into a better person
Erase the love and hate me for who ill always be
Erase your stress, by simply erasing me
Slowly learn to heal and live after the death of me.
I leave you in your solitude, peace and comfort, and slowly erase myself forever in your eyes.
Cheshire
Needles pull thread
Milk in cereal
Pencils with erasers
Death with dishonor
The yin to a yang, hate with the sorrow, her words wound and slice the soul, your heart shattered to pieces
Her lies ring with hints of truths buried deep within her lies and slander.
The words i Love you begin to mean nothing as she slices at your heart over and over.
Walk away while you still have some pride
Walk away while you can still stand
Walk away while you can still see straight
Her lies have twisted your heart and damaged your soul.
Love seems like a punishment instead of a wonderful feeling
Hate consumes a once gentle and wonder filled
Carrying On
When the one you have placed your heart with hands it back to you, what do you do?
The one you saw yourself growing old with, what happens when that plan changes?
Smiling through tears when all you really want is to die, How do you keep on living?
The answer to these questions is not equal to a simple response.
The heart is a complex matter, life is never easy, but somehow and someway you can make it through.
Broken
Darkness has set upon a bloody tear stained face.
A girl stands alone staring into the rain outside her window.
The love she once knew was driving away into the night.
The cheating and scheming had finally taken its toll on her stitched and stolen heart.
His cheating and abuse a stab in her chest.
Death is the final answer that runs through her head, as she clasps the crystal handled dagger to her breast, pressing the dagger into her chest the words " I loved you from then until eternity" fell from her lips as she hit the floor.
"You can't be pretty,
Without being skinny."
That's what they say,
So I start dieting,
And starving myself,
To follow their way.
"You have a disorder,
If you look too skinny."
So that's what I do,
I start to gain,
But it doesn't feel the same,
How much do I even weigh?
"You need to cover up,
If you still don't wear make-up."
I start to wear make-up,
But I don't feel pretty,
I feel like I'm suffocating,
My mom takes pity.
"Don't cover up too much,
You'll look like a slut."
I stop wearing make-up,
They want everything,
Instead of messing people up,
Why can't they choose something.
"Don't you dare cry,
Hold it in with a sigh."
I dry my
Im Nuts but mostly known as Riku or L, Sebby ocasionally .i can't draw worth crap but when i can get ahold of them my cosplay pics will be put up. This Sebby has found his Grell <3 ♥
Current Residence: Somewhere in the Darkness♥ Favourite genre of music: i like all Favourite photographer: catch-some-air Favourite style of art: hehe Operating System: Windows 8 MP3 player of choice: zune Shell of choice: blood red Wallpaper of choice: Yaoi Skin of choice: Crimson Favourite cartoon character: Too many to list Personal Quote: "we are all kinds of caddy wonky, Tiggy help meh!!! they are all mad!" I am Me, nothing more nothing less, or am i U? Dazed and confused trying to keep my head on the shoulders..BCTiger keeps my head straight and thoughts somewhat clear... or hazy depending on the moment XD
Favourite Visual Artist
BCTIger
Favourite Movies
Robin Hood Men in tights, Dr. Horribles sing along blog
just laying around, sleeping and drinking mostly these days. severe writers block and so many questions i want to ask but dont dare for fear of more stress or problems..only question i have is why? Why take time to say you want to... never mind not even going to go there.. been working on a story, it wont be posted but -shrugs- explains my absence alittle i suppose. ill try to get some new peoms up soon but not going to promise anything..ill add when i do -shrugs again- but why bother?